The light is like a materialisation of the "ungraspable’,
the intersection of transcendence and the visual. It is
the very symbol of the Spiritual through antinomy to the
Material. The light is truth, its domain of clarity is also that
of transparence and the aerial. It is opposed to conceal-
ment and creeping. It is honesty and deprivation. The light
should therefore induce only knowledge, its symbolism
should be that of analysis, of description, and of the look
... but there again the worlds mix, the illusions superim-
pose one on the other, the end achieved is in contradiction
with the appearance conveyed by the invocation. Light and
dazzle of sunset Rays of light similar to shafts, crossing
the bodies and destroying them, beams of radiations disin-
tegrating the flesh. The mystic aspires to be only ‘pure
spirit”, to free himself from the corporeal.
"The Ecstasy of St Teresa” by Bernini (1598 – 1680):
the light is sharp, made from golden metal. The saint, in
an ecstatic state close to fainting, has half – closed eyes
(the detail is important) ... it is like a voluptuous agony,
the prolonging and the translation of the Martyrdom of
Saint Sebastian. The marble, ghastly pale, sets the body in
a specific moment, between flesh and crystal, just before
the tangible disappears and the soul flies away. The illumi-
nation, in the literal and mystical sense of the term.
Extreme pallour of the death desired as the passage to
immortality. Coldness of the renouncement of the palpable,
anticipation of the infinite, timeless, absolute and fixed. But what
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is it internally, what is the reality behind the glazed
image? The sunset burns with its last flames. Light/warmth,
star energy, echo in the internal fire of emotions, the
ecstasy is a fire devouring the being, and seeming to con-
sume it literally. Interior and exterior lose all signification,
the body sublimating its substance, becoming gradually
transparent, is consumed in harmony with the illumination.
The Mystic touched by the light feels he himself becomes
immaterial radiation; but that subjective transmutation
operates from the interior, at the source of illusions. It finds
its origin in the depths of the being, it springs from the
secret imperiousness of desires, of which it is only the
symbolic resurgence.
It appears then, that the aim of the mystic in his search
for the light is not so much as to be dazzled. That dazzling
blindness is the triumphal way, although diverted, of
a descent to hell. (The eyes which close indicate the
withdrawal to the interior of oneself, introspection, self–
spelaeology). The difference between the blinding of the
black nights and the white blindness of the illumination is
minute ... The Mystic abandons the exterior look in order
to see better within himself, to be no more than Vision.
His call to the elevation of the soul is a return to the
primitive essence; is desire to be freed from pleasures
of the flesh only opens the way to an intellectual orgasm
embracing the whole body and not the sex alone.
That desire to escape the body and valorize the
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spirit does not lead to an analytical knowledge but
to another more intense and more animal. Mysticism is the universe
of illusion par excellence, of the opposition between the
said and the experienced. It is not that animal that in us,
at the moment, is destroyed, but on the contrary the “I”,
the spectator and the critic. Chastity and asceticism are
not the negation of desire but rather one of the means of
transcending pleasure and rendering it avowable. The light
is a way to invoke the darkness of the “self”. Esoterism
was right to state that what is above is like what is below
... to adore God would be only to sanctify the strength
that one feels in oneself, a fervent homage to the uncon-
scious, to the interior double that one forebodes as so
much more consistent.
Religiousness, beliefs, are only the dregs justifying a
dionysiac behaviour. A new exaltation, in some way puri-
fied, can be born and developed. Departing from less
illusory bases, the atheistic Mysticism will produce new
emotions, widening thus the spectre of ecstasy.
Georges BATAILLE, exploring the territories of trans-
gression, as Sade before him, and some others, indicated
one of the ways, but it would be boring to limit it to that.
Certainly, pornography and intellectual violence permit
interesting excesses, but the modern world conceals
equally a quantity of experiences of which we don’t
yet perceive the whole oneiric and symbolic interest. At
the heart of daily punishment and sufferings, in the very
wheels of encroaching mediocrity, are found both the keys
and the doors to inner worlds. Modern symbolism finds the
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